One of my oldest memories is when I was two. My Brother had the laser gun, but I wanted the laser gun, so I reached out for it and whined until it was taken away from him, and put into my infantile hands. My Brother would then acquire the fire truck. But I wanted the fire truck ! Why should I not have the fire truck too !? So I used my powers to get the fire truck, but then I lost the laser gun ! And look ! These two giants who are of convenience and serve me, are laughing at me ! This was an insult to my influence, so I never rested until the laser gun and the fire truck were both in my possession. And I eventually had the last laugh !
My brother remembers this, and it's almost as though I'm expected to forever remain apologetic over it.
Live and learn, I eventually grew up into a fine man, if I do say so myself, and went out into the world. I see people lending support to those who preach their sorrow and downfalls, yet they will ridicule and mock those who preach their happiness and success.
It's a known fact that how we think reflects the outcome of our success. Unless of course everything's been handed down.
- I see those who have money
- They have real estates
- They have nice transportation
- They are free to do as they please
- They are free of people who drag them down
- They are the boss
I wanted these things too, most people struggle to obtain and maintain these things. So What if someone else got to sit on the throne and rule ? What about others being the big shot ?
We're mostly responsible for ourselves, so what about.......
....me ?
What about, Tony ?
I have to do things my way, and in many cases there are those who try to take that away from me. Why should I be submissive to someone else's idea when my idea is proven to be more productive ? So I would continue to do things my way, and in doing so I eventually found myself at the top of my game, scoring goals. I can't claim to be smarter than everyone, but I'm smarter than most people by a landslide. People tend to hate that I think so, but really I'm just aware of it, and they will pass it off as me being conceited or arrogant when I disagree with them. For instance this very thread is in response to a request wanting me to write an essay on my shortcomings, or else I'll be stonewalled forever. But those same people been harassing and defaming and cut me off from others for years, and now one wants me on my knees listing what's wrong with me. I'm not suppose to judge, and say I'm above that, or else someone will collapse and drag others down with them, who end up labeling me as deluded, which in real life may damage some of my professional status and potential business schemes that rely on relations.
We already know the world doesn't wish us well. Without a little narcissism, you will fall. Too much narcissism will eat away at your personal relationships, cause they wouldn't be able to be comfortable in your presence, unless they think outside the box, unless they do like the so called narcissist and become the boss, unless they keep persisting. People hate to see that in others, they call it uncooperative cause they want to shine instead, and the so called narcissist is full of themselves, and time is limited, and the narcissist is more successful, just like.........me.........Tony <3
