I hear screaming in my head.
It feels like I'm screaming, but all the physical actions have been removed and just the mental experience of screaming remains, I act completely normal but in my head I'm freaking out. It's not as though I actually hear the screaming or anything it's just as if my mind's gone into overdrive, it's hard to explain. And I get a weird kind of nostalgia that doesn't make any sense, like I'm listening to a song I haven't heard in years of something.
When I am falling asleep, it seems like I hear extremely loud screaming. I don't really hear it but it's like a feeling of hearing loud screaming inside my head. At the same time, time seems to slow down and I feel like I've traveled into a room that looks like mine, but isn't, like a dream, not part of reality. All this time I experience extreme fear. Nothing I can pinpoint. Just desperate fear.
It's like I hear a loud screaming in my head and an intense buzzing and ringing sound, so loud, it is trying to creep out of my skin, trying to rip me apart from the inside, it's trapped and desperatly want to get out, it hurts, it's so sad, I'm so frightened. Time feel like it slows down or speeds up or doesn't exist, it's like a dream, it's so weird, nothing is real, it's almost like it changes size when I look at it trying to determ if it is real, if I'm dreamin. My movements, even the slightest ones, is feeling incredibly fast and disorienting. y body don't belong to me, yet I could look down and see that my arms and feet are still normal, still typing, still looking like mine. But i'm watching myself from afar. and the screaming is the only thing that is really real, but yet not really there.