It's not... There's no more to tell.
I'm wondering if anyone else recognizes a coping mechanism like this in themselves. If I reflect, I find I do many subtle things to mess with people and I think that helps me ignore more destructive impulses.
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I include myself in their goals and them in mine. It becomes a friendly competition with a few people actively participating. We discuss eating and exercise habits and plans. I change my diet and exercise to lose 2kg or more per week during this time. I don't disclose my true methods to people losing the healthy way and brag about the ease of it all to those with EDs.
People struggle so with willpower, even if no one notices it's fun to watch.
The holiday season is upon us!
Does anyone else have a habit like this? Something sadistically driven but low key enough to look innocent or even friendly?
Sometime between October and January, I like to troll fatties IRL and on pro-ana sites by dropping at least 20% of my body weight stupid fast. I keep myself a little thick beforehand and meet my goal in a couple months, depending on start weight and muscle mass. It's became tradition.
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