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I found teensy baby spiders in a junk drawer I almost never open. They were the size of a 10pt font period, or maybe smaller. I shut the drawer. I hope they don't crawl in my ears while I sleep and lay eggs in there or travel to my brain. I started wearing ear plugs in case that's the kind of spider they are. Maybe they can't fit around the foam. I know they'll grow. I hope they don't wake me up when they crawl in my mouth at night. I'd rather not know. People say you swallow a few spiders a year while snoozing. It would feel freaky to wake up with a spider in my mouth. 

Each person has their own thoughts and I don't always like mine. Especially the no social interactions would be scary for me

Although I hate small spaces (claustrophobia)
I'm more afraid of being alone/alone to my thoughts forever

Smithy, I spent ten years of my life alone with my thoughts. It's not as bad as you would think.

Loss of freedom... Be it to a "9-5" job, relationships, anything that restricts my autonomy sounds horrible.

I do agree on some level with TC that I am sometimes afraid of the things that I am capable of. Not often am I actually afraid of that though. As for death, I view it more as another adventure to be had than a deadline to fear.

I'm not really afraid of the loss of freedom because I can always seek shelter in the depths of my mind.