Sociopath Community

- How do you see yourself? What are your strengths and weaknesses?

I really don't see myself.  That might be a weakness.  I just have very little worry or thought over it.  I don't enjoy misconceptions I don't foster on purpose, but I don't often feel compelled to fix them so people stupid enough to misconceive get it.  My weakness, I think, is my paranoia.  But even I recognize it, which makes me paranoid someone will take advantage of it.  So, when I see questions about sharing my weaknesses automatically makes me consider that one asking is just looking for leverageable points of manipulation.  Why would I mention this then?  Hopefully, it throws people into a feedback loop of uncertainty or throws them off into caring even less about it.

- Does the image you present here (on this forum) match the image you present to the real world, or are there differences? If so, what are they?

Generally.  However, I'm way more stoic and reclusive than I exhibit here.  I might be considered the "secret schizoid."  I can act normal, affable, friendly, etc.  However, past the quick and superficial interactions, I seek absolutely no social activity, if I can avoid it.  The apathy runs deep.  But I get bored.  Sometimes boredom wins.

- Do you have any plans for the future, any hopes, goals, dreams, ambitions? What are they?

No not really.  I don't give a fuck.  I just like having food, a place to sleep and stay, and isolation.  I have all that now, basically, so done and done.

- We are all going to die eventually. If you could choose your own death at a certain age, how would you prefer to die?

I don't care.  Preferably nothing complicated or painful.  I'd prefer to live forever.  I'd rather just about everyone else died, though.  I'd be fine with that.

- Do you care about being remembered after you're gone, by society or the world at large?

No.

- What would you want engraved on your tombstone?

"I'm with stupid --> "

"How do you see yourself? What are your strengths and weaknesses?"

I'm a man motivated by curiosity and insecurity. My greatest strength is self improvement as my strongest weakness is being self destructive.

Does the image you present here (on this forum) match the image you present to the real world, or are there differences? If so, what are they?

I act roughly the same. Silent for the most part, when I speak it's simply to get my point across in the most clear way possible.

" Do you have any plans for the future, any hopes, goals, dreams, ambitions? What are they?"

To improve myself, get over my issues, reach my potential, do something with that potential and enjoy life.

"We are all going to die eventually. If you could choose your own death at a certain age, how would you prefer to die?"

Bleeding out in a quiet, isolated place. A place where my eyes can see things from far distances away, hill, field or something. The age does not matter, I'll die happily tomorrow if I get what I need done.

"Do you care about being remembered after you're gone, by society or the world at large?"

No, my achievements are mine and mine alone. I do not want recognition.

"What would you want engraved on your tombstone?"

I'd prefer to be buried without one.

I liked most of these questions... cool.

- How do you see yourself? What are your strengths and weaknesses?

- Does the image you present here (on this forum) match the image you present to the real world, or are there differences? If so, what are they?

- Do you have any plans for the future, any hopes, goals, dreams, ambitions? What are they?

- We are all going to die eventually. If you could choose your own death at a certain age, how would you prefer to die?

- Do you care about being remembered after you're gone, by society or the world at large?

- What would you want engraved on your tombstone?

- How do you see yourself? What are your strengths and weaknesses?

my weakness is obviously depression. other than that, there's poor impulse control. idk what my strengths are.

- Does the image you present here (on this forum) match the image you present to the real world, or are there differences? If so, what are they?

in real life, i don't go around randomly yelling things or calling people faggot niggers. other than that, my personality here is the same as my personality anywhere else. 

- Do you have any plans for the future, any hopes, goals, dreams, ambitions? What are they?

killing myself

- We are all going to die eventually. If you could choose your own death at a certain age, how would you prefer to die?

carbon monoxide poisoning

- Do you care about being remembered after you're gone, by society or the world at large?

i don't give a shit about what happens after i die

- What would you want engraved on your tombstone?

'here lies sinister, the girl who didn't give a shit'

- How do you see yourself? What are your strengths and weaknesses?

As objectively as I can. I do not out my real pros and cons, this is a strength. Only one person was able to fully get me so far, which makes him a weakness.

- Does the image you present here (on this forum) match the image you present to the real world, or are there differences? If so, what are they?

Much like in real life, it depends on with whom do I have the pleasure to converse.

- Do you have any plans for the future, any hopes, goals, dreams, ambitions? What are they?

I would not leave my warm, comfy bed if I had no plans. Hoping is pointless as it can not change the course of events, still I dream to savor the current amount of satisfaction I have for being alive, or even increase it. Ambitions? I just do what I decide to do.

- We are all going to die eventually. If you could choose your own death at a certain age, how would you prefer to die?

It does not matter if I die today, tomorrow or after a few decades regardless of the legitimacy of an afterlife, so I can not really tell anything about the way of dying and the age...

- Do you care about being remembered after you're gone, by society or the world at large?

Only if there turns out to be an afterlife and I get some bonus points for being remembered.

- What would you want engraved on your tombstone?

"There is no God and afterlife. Grow up." And so my points of being remembered vanish...

- How do you see yourself? What are your strengths and weaknesses?

I've been through a lot of hardship in my life, so I consider myself a strong person. Not being a very emotional person has helped a lot too.

I have high self-esteem, but a little too much self-confidence, which has gotten me into trouble at times because I have a tendency to take on more than I can handle sometimes.

I think my biggest weakness is my anger and aggression, because it breeds hostility. I have a lot of anger issues.

- Does the image you present here (on this forum) match the image you present to the real world, or are there differences? If so, what are they?

Yeah, there are differences. I tend to fake a lot of who I really am off the net in order to blend in, and I'm not as open with my true thoughts in real life.

Online, where there is a certain amount of anonymity, I can be myself and say what I really think. I know I can be very callous towards others and that offends people, but I really don't give a shit. I'm not obligated to care how anyone else feels.

- Do you have any plans for the future, any hopes, goals, dreams, ambitions? What are they?

Aside from going to the US one day for certain reasons, not really. I tend to focus more on the here and now than any potential future event.

- We are all going to die eventually. If you could choose your own death at a certain age, how would you prefer to die?

Sometimes I think I'd like to just die peacefully at old age and other times I think I'd rather go out with a bang and take a lot of people down with me. I'm not ready to die yet though.

Whatever happens, happens.

- Do you care about being remembered after you're gone, by society or the world at large?

Nope. Once I'm dead I don't give a fuck who remembers me. It won't matter an ounce of shit.

- What would you want engraved on your tombstone?

Born to be wild, Died to be free

- How do you see yourself? What are your strengths and weaknesses?

I see myself as a mostly reasonable and level-headed individual. My strength is my ability to remain calm and create task-based objectives to solve a problem. I am a competent leader and a good friend. My biggest weakness is my fear of failure, and my general unwillingness to compromise. This, in turn, has caused my fear of commitment. 

- Does the image you present here (on this forum) match the image you present to the real world, or are there differences? If so, what are they?

haart is quite a selective version of who I am, given the nature of this audience.

- Do you have any plans for the future, any hopes, goals, dreams, ambitions? What are they?

Yes, but they're private. I will say that I hope to get a dog in the near future. Maybe a greyhound. I'd also like to publish a novel.

- We are all going to die eventually. If you could choose your own death at a certain age, how would you prefer to die?

In my 70's, unencumbered by disease. Ideally, I'd like a farewell party with all my loved ones, and then I'd like to head off into the wilderness to die alone. Kind of like a seagull headed out to sea.

- Do you care about being remembered after you're gone, by society or the world at large?

Not enormously. I'd hope to leave enough of a legacy to be thought of fondly. 

- What would you want engraved on your tombstone?

I don't want a tombstone or a formal burial. My fatal wilderness trek is enough.