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You seem rather discontent as of late, like you have been possessed by immaturity.
Snide comments and little gestures, It's almost like you don't wish for respect.
If you wish to be looked down on, spit upon,
Then go die like the rest.
Acting so tough, thinking me weak
A half functioning mind of mine can still outsmart you I think

Tick Tok Tick Tok
There is no clock but I still hear the sound,it drains on and on in my head.
Lay on pillow close my eyes, fuck you surprise.
Draw a picture, try again, drink a bottle my liver is dead.
I can't seem to ever sleep, interestingly I used to sleep too much.
Gotta wake soon but my mind doesn't care,
is it anxiety that causes this despair?
Waiting waiting repetition is nice.
sets me in a zone where I can rest.
Fuck no fuck no I can't get it out of my head.
Needle in arm, needle in toe, take a deep breath my eyes roll.
Out like a light I'm singing a tune "death come swiftly I'll see you soon"
It's always so odd that the less I sleep, the more creative and artistic I be.
The tone of my pictures get rather dark, not a leonardo davinci, but it's still art.
The point is made it's all rather dark. Somber melody rolls through my head.
Writing and typing to a beat, it is pretty neat.
I could sit here and type forever explaining my thoughts.
I came to type without a plan, and look at it now.
I think I last slept Sunday, no Saturday,, what day is it now?
It's been a good while, so I'll end with a bow.
I'm starting to hallucinate things every now and then,
A tall dark figure stands by my bed.
I look he is there, blink he is gone
I hear my name called by absolutely no-one.
Oh look he is back I'm a little afraid.
I can't be entirely sure somebody isn't watching me
but he is right there. ok. now he is gone
i think he has a mustache but I can't really tell.
I've never looked in his eyes, what is becoming of me.
My body sometimes breaks down and cries, for no reason apparently.
I would write normal but I'm trapped in this now,
Neat little lines running along my screen.
They have order and place, this pleases me.
I'm going to post then try again to sleep.
Wish me luck, wish me well, as i continue my journey in hell.