You crazy paranoid fuck
You might have been hallucinating but I have read that a lot of people that experience sleep paralysis see these "demons" as well. Auditory hallucinations seem to go with it.
I am usually very skeptical usually but this particular experience is giving me secondary thoughts about my conviction of the inexistence of demons. During a sleep paralysis episode an entity laid behind me (woke up feeliing molested rofl) and told me "I am (couldnt make out the name) Don't sleep jimmy.Don't sleep)' which never happened to me in countless of my sleep paralysis episodes. Was it just a hallucination or is this fucker bored and trying to keep himself / herself company? I must add that I wouldn't mind a succubi sucking the soul out of me with dem demonic lips thanks xx
Is it neccessary that the answer to this question must be objective?There is no way to know,but is it worth speculating into this matter as it has ruined many lives,could it be that we are just merely living in an illusion and these schizophrenic episodes are a way for us to transcend into an objective reality?
when i was in residential a while ago there was this guy who was always talking about demons and said he could see demons walking among us, he said that he summoned a demon into this girl's room, and the girl was going on about how she saw something dark in the corner and it must have been a demon. this reminds me of that guy lol
"I am usually very skeptical usually but this particular experience is giving me secondary thoughts about my conviction of the inexistence of demons. During a sleep paralysis episode an entity laid behind me (woke up feeliing molested rofl) and told me "I am (couldnt make out the name) Don't sleep jimmy.Don't sleep)' which never happened to me in countless of my sleep paralysis episodes. Was it just a hallucination or is this fucker bored and trying to keep himself / herself company? I must add that I wouldn't mind a succubi sucking the soul out of me with dem demonic lips thanks xx"
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I'll give you some feedback, which will most likely annoy you and you'll strongly feel inclined to label this is some religious folk tales.
They feed off of your essence. Not just any essence, but particular types of essences which are always from physically bad apples.
In your case, seeing the weak get bullied brings you pleasure, you're sexually immoral as in you'd joke about pedophilia and incest with children, you lust too much at the thought of these things. You saying you wouldn't mind a succubus to suck you off is in all actuality you continuing to invite them to enter you, you're desperate for sex and it's your main theme in an online chat room that you attend everyday, during work and school hours, and during the night. It wouldn't be a surprise if you started jerking off shortly after you wished it was a succubus, and as you challenged your own skepticism, you might have requested the succubus to reveal itself to you.
Another observation, you make it out to be a joke as you announce how you felt molested, it's this very nature of yours that has them on you.
Regardless if you believe it or not, you'll be the first to know if you've attracted demons in the event these things are real.