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A drunkard was mean to you and you became so angry at her that you thought about killing her?

So the other night, some drunk girl pushed infront of me then began giving me attitude...I blanked out for for a few seconds.  In those seconds I thought about how her right foot was in front placed on the top step and how her lower foot was on the last. Meaning her feet weren't secured, she wasn't standing steady. It would be easy to pull her, she'd fall so easily. I saw myself grabbing her by her hair and throwing her down the steps and stabbing her in the throat with her own heel. I thought about how good it would feel to dig into her throat so hard that my finger nails would cut into her neck deep enough for me to rip out her pipe.....mannnnn its amazing how some people are only alive because murder is a crime.

Mean isn't the right word. Her behaviour was disgustingly narcissistic. The narcissism was seeping out of her skin. I could smell her filthy soul. 

Ow.. I cut myself on the edge

did you get back in front of her?

I feel ya...  I'm pretty at home with that anger, it's almost casual.  Think about killing people all the time.  It actually helps relieve the impulse, sometimes.