You hurt my feelings when you said that, can't you think before you say things that are so mean?
I am bj, some asshole you shouldn't give a shit about. I'm a sarchastic bitch, and everybody hates me. I like blue jello, and chain drinking coffee until i can feel my heart nearly going into cardiac arrest. A few things from my childhood that I can remember at the moment
I once darth vader choked my friend by lifting her up by the throat, just because. It's kind of a bit fucked up, I guess.
My mother was bit of a puritan. She didnt let me watch carebears because lord noheart had an evil voice.
I've spent more time reading books than actually interacting with other people like the fucking loser I was and always will be.
My mother went full puritan for a bit and forced me to burn a bunch of books becaus they were "evil". That was actually kind of fucked up to do to an 8 year old in retrospect.
Why are you still reading this, I told you to not give a shit.
I had a pet rat and he had a tumor in his neck. I asked my mom if we can do something about it. So, instead of taking him into the vet, she took this glass jar, filled it with water, put my my rat into it and closed it.
I had to watch my rat slowly dying while my mom laugh about how "absurd this situation is" and "why does it take him so long to die".
My mind suppressed all emotions and I ended up laughing with her.
Actually, it was a different day that I died. I had a green pen that I liked to write with, and I would always doodle little hearts in margins, but my teacher wouldn't let me use it for my day journal. I tried to convince her to let me use it, I kicked, I screamed, but she wouldn't relinquish, the massive bitch. That was when I stopped having real emotions, and I became the cold soulless shell that has been deprived of any form of empathy since I couldn't have my way. I understood that some people didn't realize that life doesn't revolve around me, and I've been having to put up with those delusional fucks for years. But some day I shall take my revenge on those who have shunned me, on that day I shall show them what power is. I will take their lives violently like the pathetic filth that they are.
All in all, totes traumatizing, especially after I ran out of green ink and had to switch to the pink one. I've been having masculinity issues ever since, and developed a psychosis where I have fits and delusions of having furious sex with my mother as a result.