I don't know, shaking legs and chattering teeth and fucked up sleep doesn't sound too dignified to me.
Syst, yeah, moderation is the key... that you lose when you get this sort of high and still want to do it twice a month. Just be careful not to fall into the high school teen trap of talking in detail about "substance abuse experiences" like they're smth cool.
If a few minor physical symptoms are how you define a lack of dignity, I don't think you're putting enough into that word. I agree that twice a month is excessive, and I hope he doesn't do it that much. But it seems to me that Systematic is at a point of exploration in his life, and denying his curiosity won't make him a better person. If he can be strong and reasonable (which I believe he can), then he'll discover what he likes, what he doesn't like, and more about himself and others, and afterwards he'll move on as a more mature and complete person. Experimenting is just part of growing.
Decent. I had a Jamon Iberico (looks like this) imported from Spain which arrived today, though I rarely indulge in finer foods. I will likely devour it over the course of the next few weeks. Its long awaited arrival has put me in a better than average mood, which still is sour.
