before therapy I was in a shitty mood but now I'm actually pretty chill
I feel like that physically. My back is killing me right now. Must see a chiropractor and maybe a sleep therapist. I think I was sleep fighting again.
Emotionally I'm reasonably positive. I mean, for feeling like I literally went a few rounds in my sleep. I'm a little worried about where the money will come from and what the prognosis will be. But I don't feel like a half dead cripple yet.