What's the thing that causes you to feel dissatisfaction right now? I have came to realize that all this time taking care of needy childish women I was actually projecting my own neediness and feeding myself what I lack thru them and it's been quite eye opening. The sweet endearment words, the roleplay affectionate acts, the emotional support and assumption of responsibility and benevolent control over their lives is what I seem to have never received and have a constant craving for. Once I learn how to provide these for myself I'll probably suddenly dump all the "kittens" that I have collected IRL and online leaving them with severe psychological damage and emotional pain. Gotta be funny
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i'm not entirely sure. when i compare myself now to my usual self i am more ruthless(just?) and completely oblivious to any consequences. someone came to me recently with a problem they had and i had zero patience and zero tolerance toward the problem. i guess teaching good enough lessons will make this more of a rare occurrence.
note: i am also highly averse to explaining my thought process to you, where usually i have no issue with it.
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