Well that depends. Were you repressing part of yourself that would be healthier for you if released?
It's closer to lacking an outlet for it right now. It kinda builds into this weird skin crawling sensation where I feel a horribly strong need to be harmed, touched, restrained, challenged, etc. My behavior can shift a little bit as well from it... which is weird.
I've been kinda jonesing on and off pretty much, as it's one of the few areas I have less of a handle over when it's not being sated. Without a resource for it within arms reach it's kind of like being sucked off with no hope of climaxing.
