Congratulations on your creation. There is nothing more satisfying than sharing you fantasy/phantasm with others.
Unfortunately I'm not a 'white gf material' and am over 30.
Your somatic obsession has been observed and processed to the proper authorities.
The eye to eye contact is rather deceptive of the wonder of how people perceive eye focus in other people.
Don't get demolished by desires that are not your own.
Naivety and cynicism are not that hard to perceive, but a desire to destroy and create is much harder.
'On the other hand', never pass up an opportunity that deserves the attention of you passion.
Good Luck
