Well early 40's is way off but I don't do much hard work (nails) and I'm pretty idealistic
Calling me a worthless cunt, which is entirely your own opinion, was a defensive remark. I don't know how you can't see that.
You've claimed to have a blinding hatred of me. That's a very strong emotion, which indicates how much I personally affect you. To claim I'm even less than an insect to you is a complete contradiction to that. If I really were less than an insect to you, you would be indifferent towards me instead.