"I simply admire Shogo Makishima to the point of using him as an online alias, nothing more than that."
Laaame. He'd be an interesting choice to try to emulate since it'd take some effort to pull off.
Contrary to your futile but reasonable assumptions, your 100% wrong. I've never been abused, I am the abuser. I take pleasure in the pain of others. In fact, it's my never ending loneliness and isolation that creates this pit of hatred inside of me. Everyday as the world spins slowly and I observe the people around me, I see the happiness of others and that hatred inside of me grows. It's time I make them feel what I have felt my entire life. Emptiness and loneliness.
I have no reason to pretend to be something I’m not. What I write is how I think and what I am actually planning.
“To live is not to breathe but to act. It is to make use of our organs, our senses, our faculties, of all the parts of ourselves which give us the sentiment of our existence. The man who has lived the most is not he who has counted the most years but he who has most felt life.†- Jean-Jacques Rousseau
it is never to late to go to a therapist and work out your problems...you sound like you've been abused a lot...many people here have. sometimes that abuse takes its toll an we never even realize until we've done something and we look at our hands and ask what have we done. there is no good reason for doing what you are wanting to do except that you have deep emotional problems. seek help, or at least try to look within....
Still a character from a show on Nickelodeon.
That user was also fun enough to try to actually emulate the character, unlike this disappointing Shogo puppet.
Both. But I've come to a new conclusion. I'm not going to waste my life on one death, when there could be multiple lives to take. I'm going to learn martial arts and develop a new passion for it. I will learn to use my body as the weapon it was intended to be. All who stand against me in the future, mentally and physically, will be crushed.