Personally, most of the things I describe don't really affect me in a negative way. Maybe when I get into a really depressive episode, but I don't see that happening anytime soon. I'm just curious if to what I'm experiencing is normal or not with someone like me.
The motor ideal seems like an interesting way of looking at it though. Also I do experience lucid dreams every now and then, not lately though, just slight sleep paralysis here and there. I don't know, lately I've felt amazing, like really happy and just sort of invincible. That soon wore off when I started feeling this pain in my foot, like I can actually feel large amounts of pain still. It's crazy...