Who the hell is tom Preston?
It's time for me to talk about who I truly am. What I believe myself to be based upon my reflection of others.
I'm a sadistic Psychopath. My sole purpose in life is to exact my superiority over other people.
I posses all the typical qualities that I utilise daily. I'm manipulative, I'm comedic and at first glance charming and alluring. I say at first glance because it's not long before my true self comes out, the side of me that is sadistic and merciless.
I have become close with people who have later rejected me. They thought they knew who I was, but they only knew what I knowingly portrayed myself to be.
They realised who I truly was by seeing, second hand, how cruel I really was to people for no apparent reason.
Unlike many psychopaths, I actually have introspect. I have absolutely no emotion. My face is always expressionless, unless I am talking to somebody to which I manipulate them however I see fit. I create thousands of identities and live by them. Seeing images of the holocaust only makes me laugh, seeing footage of school shootings makes me scream with excitement and happiness, but eventually this makes me feel depressed that I'm unable to access the means to commit the same atrocities.
I feel pain only when it's inflicted upon me, even indirectly... And it all goes to fuel the never ending furnace of hatred.
I hated the, what you could call, "Popular kids". I would sit watching them act with careless behaviour, in a behaviour that was dependent upon their peers approval... Without it they would be nothing and I noticed it.
I never associated myself with them, I never bought "trendy" clothing and deliberately went out of my way to disassociate myself as much as possible. I still do, even more so. I consider it filthy, despicable and contagious. It's a lifestyle only for filthy rats, who quarrel over trivial issues. People who are both physically and mentally inferior, who are not the same species as me.
I still hold all of these to my heart, and I believe them.
Know this. A time will come when you will see.
I plan Great things, the future holds a sea of possibilities and routes to which I can capture my aspirations.
I want to be able to walk into my high school, into the cafeteria, that usually houses around 300+ Students, and open fire. Killing every last one of them.
I will make jokes, I will laugh... I will talk to people.
"Do you believe in God?"
"Yes" they reply
"Haha.. BANG!"
I'll put a bullet through their inferior, empty fucking skulls!
I'll make them line up on their knees, I'll make them lie to each other and engage in all sorts of immoral behaviour... I will exact my retribution.
I will cut from their mouth to their ear. This will be their punishment for lying.
I will fuck all of the hot girls in the ass, push them against the wall and fuck them. I'm hard just thinking about this... Their cries will only add to the sensation.
I'll torture them... And I will kill every single person. Indeed, there will be nobody left alive who hasn't suffered at my hand... Maybe I'll let one live to tell of the horrors, but they certainly will be forever mentally scared.
I'll kill the teachers, I'll torture them to death.
I'll kill the police officers.
I'll burn the building.
And I will take great pleasure in knowing my superiority is the truth. The enjoyment will remain with me forever... It will truly be the greatest.
Nothing saddens me more than to know I don't have access to weaponry, ammunition and Body armour.
I've also dreamed of packing the cellar with explosives... Right below the cafeteria. That would be very VERY fun to watch from afar. Maybe I'll spot an arm? Hahaha.
I will be writing my manifesto soon. Look forward for that lmao.
by JackC 4It's time for me to talk about who I truly am. What I believe myself to be based upon my reflection of others.
I'm a sadistic Psychopath. My sole purpose in life is to exact my superiority over other people.
I posses all the typical qualities that I utilise daily. I'm manipulative, I'm comedic and at first glance charming and alluring. I say at first glance because it's not long before my true self comes out, the side of me that is sadistic and merciless.
I have become close with people who have later rejected me. They thought they knew who I was, but they only knew what I knowingly portrayed myself to be.
They realised who I truly was by seeing, second hand, how cruel I really was to people for no apparent reason.Unlike many psychopaths, I actually have introspect. I have absolutely no emotion. My face is always expressionless, unless I am talking to somebody to which I manipulate them however I see fit. I create thousands of identities and live by them. Seeing images of the holocaust only makes me laugh, seeing footage of school shootings makes me scream with excitement and happiness, but eventually this makes me feel depressed that I'm unable to access the means to commit the same atrocities.
I feel pain only when it's inflicted upon me, even indirectly... And it all goes to fuel the never ending furnace of hatred.
I hated the, what you could call, "Popular kids". I would sit watching them act with careless behaviour, in a behaviour that was dependent upon their peers approval... Without it they would be nothing and I noticed it.
I never associated myself with them, I never bought "trendy" clothing and deliberately went out of my way to disassociate myself as much as possible. I still do, even more so. I consider it filthy, despicable and contagious. It's a lifestyle only for filthy rats, who quarrel over trivial issues. People who are both physically and mentally inferior, who are not the same species as me.
I still hold all of these to my heart, and I believe them.
Know this. A time will come when you will see.
I plan Great things, the future holds a sea of possibilities and routes to which I can capture my aspirations.
I want to be able to walk into my high school, into the cafeteria, that usually houses around 300+ Students, and open fire. Killing every last one of them.
I will make jokes, I will laugh... I will talk to people.
"Do you believe in God?"
"Yes" they reply
"Haha.. BANG!"
I'll put a bullet through their inferior, empty fucking skulls!
I'll make them line up on their knees, I'll make them lie to each other and engage in all sorts of immoral behaviour... I will exact my retribution.
I will cut from their mouth to their ear. This will be their punishment for lying.
I will fuck all of the hot girls in the ass, push them against the wall and fuck them. I'm hard just thinking about this... Their cries will only add to the sensation.
I'll torture them... And I will kill every single person. Indeed, there will be nobody left alive who hasn't suffered at my hand... Maybe I'll let one live to tell of the horrors, but they certainly will be forever mentally scared.
I'll kill the teachers, I'll torture them to death.
I'll kill the police officers.
I'll burn the building.
And I will take great pleasure in knowing my superiority is the truth. The enjoyment will remain with me forever... It will truly be the greatest.
Nothing saddens me more than to know I don't have access to weaponry, ammunition and Body armour.I've also dreamed of packing the cellar with explosives... Right below the cafeteria. That would be very VERY fun to watch from afar. Maybe I'll spot an arm? Hahaha.
I will be writing my manifesto soon. Look forward for that lmao.
Tom Preston did it again
You are a sadist. You might have some sociopathic tendencies.
But are you a psychopath? Based on what you wrote. No.
Do lack emotions? Hell no. Look at you man. You are full of hatred, envy... You're even happy by the thought of revenge. Making those who reject you pay for their lack of understanding your superiority.
You lack understanding of social dynamics. That makes you low functioning. But psychopath sounds cooler. And scarier. If people believe you are, maybe they'll give you respect. That respect you long for so much, but don't know how to get on your own.
Are you superior? In the eyes of others? Doesn't look like it.
Those popular kids you look down on; they've figured out something you are desperate of knowing. How to get recognition, to be superior.
It's all in your rant if you read it.
Well that is a possibility. More likely psychotic than demented. But who am I to judge. There might be a miscommunication. Things that are supposed to be interpreted differently. He seems to be quite low functioning. He might not be good with words. Maybe that is the core issue here.
"I posses all the typical qualities that I utilise daily."
Well this looks excellent so far, not everyone has the qualities that they utilize, but you do, so that's good.
"I'm manipulative, I'm comedic and at first glance charming and alluring. I say at first glance because it's not long before my true self comes out, the side of me that is sadistic and merciless."
You sound like Dane Cook. Doing well then, man.
"I have become close with people who have later rejected me. They thought they knew who I was, but they only knew what I knowingly portrayed myself to be. They realised who I truly was by seeing, second hand, how cruel I really was to people for no apparent reason."
They came around, good job.
"Unlike many psychopaths, I actually have introspect. I have absolutely no emotion."
Sounds like Spock, Spock was successful.
"scream with excitement and happiness"
Well that sounds a little autistic, but at least of the rest of your shit is on-point.
"And it all goes to fuel the never ending furnace of hatred."
Sounds a little Sylvia Plath-ish, but she was successful too, so it's all good.
"I want to be able to walk into my high school, into the cafeteria, that usually houses around 300+ Students, and open fire. Killing every last one of them."
"I will be writing my manifesto soon. Look forward for that lmao."
For fuck sake, quit beating the Elliot Rodgers horse to death. Carve out your own maladjusted misanthropic niche.