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Either one of two scenarios, I hold both of them with equal value.

• Die fighting at the hands of a worthy opponent, scarring him physically as well as mentally with my last actions. No gravestone needed. 

             Or if I live long to be old, maybe a terminal illness

• I'd walk into a remote area of some forest with my son/daughter ask them casual questions and pass on some last minute teachings as they accompany me to my final resting place. I prefer the top of some hill, which drops off sharply at one end. I'd then dismiss them, alone with my last thoughts and the full solitary beauty of the wilderness. Hopefully I can be buried underneath a tree, let it gain nourishment from my body. I imagine a few i let know about this spot will visit during times of distress or depression. Inscribed in the bark of the tree I want "To the man who wanted it all"

There is something there in your desire to drive fear into the last person to interact with you... also, you have to know the violence of this death maybe intensely painful on a number of spectrums.  In all conflicts I never saw myself losing, I find this sort of welcomed death most interesting.  Most people say in their sleep is how they would like to die, as if this might garuntee some tranquility in passing... Change is hardly ever painless.  Do you I vision any particular sort of advisary worthy of snuffing your light?

how wuld i like to die ?

never mind as long as its quick

write : "this is as far uv got"

In a horrible car crash or accident of any type, especially if it involves machines. 

A victim during a mass shooting.

"you have to know the violence of this death maybe intensely painful on a number of spectrums."

You know physical pain is temporary from experience. When you're nearing the end  I don't think the pain will be the last thing on your mind.

"In all conflicts I never saw myself losing, I find this sort of welcomed death most interesting."

Same. I welcome a challenge to the point of craving it, especially when it's a physical struggle. 

"Most people say in their sleep is how they would like to die, as if this might garuntee some tranquility in passing"

I would think tranquility could be reached during your last hour, thinking and reviewing the outcome of your life. Dying in my sleep would rob me of a final review, a finished volume of my life I'd never get a chance to read. Sure you can look back while you're alive, but the near death mindset has a way of showing what was truly important.

"Do you I vision any particular sort of advisary worthy of snuffing your light?"

No, as bad as it sounds I cant imagine one. I'd like some build up though, a couple stalemates before the final fight.

I have never understood the purpose of this question... I would not like to die, I would not like to die at all.

Because graveyards are a waste of land. Humans are so vain about their bodies that even in death, they try to keep their corpses protected from the dirt. They put up headstones like an "I Was Here", carved in a tree, hoping they won't be forgotten. 

In an orgy of violence

Like an effigie for peace

Providing guidance

Soon they follow suit

I agree with you a lot here.  Thank you for the conversation.  

"on my tombstone: "See you soon""

The perfect tombstone for a zombie apocalypse.