I was one, but I've lost it. What now? How do I go back there, being the remorseless?
a sociopath**
My life was probably the shittiest life out there. I enjoyed hurting feelings, I was The Sadistic type of Sociopath, I guess. I could hurt feelings and when the other person asked me why I was so angry I would tell them that I'm not I'm laughing. Like Patrick Bateman in American Psycho.
Hey Wilechaser!
Why do you want to be a sociopath? I can't say I have a real answer to your question, I've never heard of people becoming sociopaths by choice. I don't think there's going to be much help from others either, I'm afraid.
If you suspect you might be suffering from some deficiency then you might want to go to a doctor and tell him of your problems. He or she may know how to help.
If it's more like a moral guidance thing you're looking for then perhaps reading some of Dalai Lama's wisdoms will clear your mind? Maybe a bit of bible, too? Do some soul searching, maybe you'll find your own identity along the journey. Who knows, maybe you'll end up being satisfied the way you are.
Wilechaser, my post is a ‘saying’, it’s not meant to be taken literally. Being a sociopath isn’t a choice, it’s a mental disorder…when your niece dies and you’re the only one at the funereal not crying and you know you should be…but all you can think about is getting out of there as quickly as possible and enjoying your day, then there’s something wrong with you. And it isn’t something you “had†because that’s not how mental disorders work, you either have it or you don’t…hence my original post.
First you have to find a plain, yet otherworldly ornamented ancient arabic/semitic oil lamp.
It has to contain a genie.
Then you follow these three basic steps:
1) Rub the lamp three to five times until the genie appears (number of rubs varies from three to five only, because genies are known to be premature ejaculators)
2) After the whole "I am the genie of ancient heritage and unlimited power to be granted for releasing me upon this world and for that I shall wish you three grants" (genies are notorious alsoholics and therefore despised as demons in the muslim culture), wish for the following:
- the most abhorrent and disgusting deformation a person can get without being unable to function mostly normally within the broader society
- A mountain of shit from which you can not be removed by any force in the Universe
- For everyone alive or born from that day on forward to have to take a pilgrimage to that mountain of shit and worship your wisdom, charm, intelligence and death dealing looks and then climb that mountain until they can lick your feet in extatic agony
3) Enjoy yourself
On the other hand, perhaps it is better to just be yourself.