went to some water park in virginia... learned there is a huge fitness scene out here... so many sexy people...
What about intimacy? The last man I trusted was a lying, cheating, disgusting human being,
How is that for startersr? LOL
He abuses women, children, animals and himself.
He chooses to destroy himself with drugs and alcohol and go through life like he is in a coma.
Oh and after all that, he thinks he is better than me and everyone else.
I grew up with a fear of getting close to people. I have a certain perfectionist streak that is unhealthy. This leads me to have, unrealistic expectations of myself and others.
I give a lot, and on some level, expect a lot in return.
I think I read somewhere on this site -that even if we live by the golden rule, we shouldn't presume that sociopaths do the same.
It is a learning experience. There are some truths that my mind refuses to wrap around.
This sight does wonders for opening my eyes to things I need to recognize about human nature.
There are some truths that your mind refuses to wrap around.
Truths about yourself vs human nature, that
Perhaps perfection can be found in nothingness, less rather then more. Perceptive reasoning must apply when trying to understand our place in others lives. Expectations manifest into a heavy burden, it is always pretty funny when the toughest character in a book/film can be manipulated because they are close to somebody. It really is a weakness to be more in ones world then your own.
Anyway fuck you