neither are mine
Ever have those moments where your looking at your life and it just scares the fuck out of you, not knowing where your going and why your doing the things you do. when I look back things seem worse than they really need to be my biggest problem is that I make mountains out of mole hills I am worrying about everything when it's nothing at all. then i hear the dark side of my mind where it says just go out and destroy go out in a blaze of glory, then there is the fear side where it says "stay still don't cause waves you don't want to get hurt or your life is over.
it's hard not to sabotage myself daily. I know its due to me being alone and not occupying myself with things to do. I know there doesn't need to be a reason for anything but it just blows my mind and freaks me out. I am just ranting because i would rather talk to anyone than to keep it to myself.