Currently in the library reading some Marx and books on contemporary Politics... I'm waiting to see him. So I can catch the bus with him.
Went to a Marxist meeting today that finished around 11AM, then spent the rest of the time reading... It's currently 2:00PM.
Was sat near a girl (Image below, or see picture here:http://i.imgur.com/iQgnP8A.jpg) She went to the same College/Academy of him... I was going to ask her what Academy she attended but couldn't pick up my voice to do so.
So I'm just waiting to see him, to be able to look at him... Even just for a short while.
It's not like I have anything better to do with my time, so I might as well take up stalking as a hobby. Well, it isn't exactly stalking. I'm pretty sure he wants to see me again.
Besides that I'm not doing much. I'm Planning a holiday to Israel soon, but first I'm going to Cyprus to take a break.
Na nach Nachma Nachman Meuman... The tune of Joy, goodness and redemption.
There's only like an hour left, maybe I'll go to the synagogue to return the first volume of Rebbe Nachman's Likutey Moharan, I'll pick up V:2 whilst I'm at it.
Pretty boring day... Depressing for the most part but hopefully it shall cheer up.
The tendency to kill has increased recently. I feel the need to slaughter people, slice their throats and derive sexual pleasure from the blood gushing forth from their neck... It would be very nice.
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Never saw him. Sucks. I waited many times, endured the winter cold yet my eyes were never appeased by the sight of beauty. Sighs loudly.
I try again tomorrow.
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I'm not exactly the best looking... In my view I'm the perfect human being.
I always wear dark clothing, usually dark suits because the outside is nothing. The outside is meaningless. I want to be loved for who I am inside, and I'm not entirely sure this person is ready for that yet.