you should be here more often
Tell me about this /hobby/ you have dropped thAT HAS left a void within your bitter soul that so desperatlery needs to be filled (with pee pee ha ha).....
Well since your soul is empty and deprived of stimuli or whatever, an easy way to fill the void is to just self induce psychosis. It's really fun and enjoyable and never gets out of hand. Like what you need is a controlled psychosis.