I think you are beginning to realize how pathetic and broken you are. You are beginning to see yourself for what you are; a failure and you use god disillusion to compensate.
You need to get over yourself before you get over others, clearly no one but you perceives you as anything more then a speck of dust and what value does confidence have if it is unfounded.
As many of you already know OP is a faggot, I'm bisexual... I've spoken about my sexual preferences before. Blood, snuff, gore, and other "perverted" things.
I need more advice... I haven't been able to get over somebody I loved, they repudiated me, that Is, never reciprocated and left my love worthless in the eyes of human relations. He was very nice, perfect... And very much fit the description of the type of person I'd enjoy cannibalising/drinking the blood of... But simultaneously enjoy the lively company and affection of... I would want him alive for my own satisfaction, he seems far more usable alive. This may seem like my love for him has already diminished, but I can assure you it hasn't. It's been almost a year, I've had many infatuations in this period of time but it's always led to the same feeling.
Perhaps he would be better dead... I tend to enjoy people dead, they don't question, don't have any opinion of me and judge me for the things I like to do.
But he was one I'd enjoy the life of, which is uncommon.
How can I get over somebody? Because time clearly doesn't seem to be working.
fuck you, inferior faggot. I know I'm a speck of dust of no importance in reality, within the vast expanse of the cosmos I'm meaningless but within the confines of humanity I am great, I deserve to be dictator. Now provide real advice and not just retarded speculations based upon your own Shitty upbringing.
