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Essence and progress as we go along :) 

Develop your talents and self-esteem. Take care of your mind and body. Find something you are good at and do it.

How do you cope with self consciousness and overall timorousness?

Hitherto there's been a major lack of introspect, this has eventually lead to lack of confidence, along with severe self consciousness. Along with a massive development in introspect... Obviously, Introspect and self consciousness are interdependent. It's been a major move into maturity, into despising of those immature people that surround me... Along with this intelligence, that being the capacity to think for yourself, has come with severe depression and reclusiveness.
But I'm beginning to like depression, because it maintains me as a person in a way that any other structure can. It makes me humble, allows my thoughts to blossom and allows me to overall be an intellectual... But often times this disappears, depression can be bad and I can feel the negativity that radiates from this source of sadness and it isn't pleasant. It's very difficult to explain, often times you hear the "It's like drowning." And though that is true, it is far more complex... Especially when you're the only person that truly has an entire new form of mental illness.

You remind me of The Underground Man in "Notes from the underground". 

Jack. Go to the store, and get some multi B vitamins. Good ones.

Pick up a bottle, not capsules or fish oil, if you can find a good one.

If this does not work, then get into researching nootropics, and be responsible. Try a low dose, half a gram a day of piracetam for starters or something, and wash it back with the fish oil. Be responsible.

Presented here, by lucky chance, a heavenly open door, so happy are the warriors engaged in such a war. 

But if you neglect this conflict which duty says fulfil, anabdoning your duty and honour brings you Ill. 

With words apparently confused you seem to lead my mind astray, so tell me one thing certainly that I may gain the better way. 

Since work is better than no work perform the action that thou need, the body's very sustenance without some work cannot succeed. 

Sustained by sacrifice the gods will give relief, but he who simply takes their gifts without return is just a theif. 

For protection of good, the wicked put to flight, I come into being age by age establishing the right. 

Whatever are the states of goodness you know they only come from me, as of passion or of darkness, I'm not in them, but they're in me. 

Foolish people may despise me taking on a human body, not knowing of my higher state The Lord of beings and Most great. 

For vain in hopes and vain in works, void of knowledge and wit are they, dwelling in a monstrous nature of demons, leading them astray. 

God, in gracious favour thou revealed this highest mystery, relating what concerns the soul, dispelling my perplexity. 

But since thou cannot see me with your own natural eye my mystic power as lord gives you a heavenly eye! 

Look to the heavens, for you see the brilliance of a thousand suns that might resemble as a whole the brilliance of that mighty soul.