Any one on here a drug user/experimenter/addict?
What kind of drugs? I should be on valproic acid at the moment, but I opted to pick up marijuana for a month. It totally worked, and very effectively, but now that I discontinued, the calming effects on my CNS seem to be disappearing. I'm hoping it is some type of rebound which stabilizes as I was really looking forward to a permanent mild CNS suppressing effect of sorts. Alas though, mild mania is creeping back in along with some epileptic style seizure activity. I guess I should mention that I think myu diagnosis is wrong, I mean I might be manic, but the down slope seems to be non existent, no crash to speak of lately, well, minor, so I prefer to label myself hyperthymic. I even get strange vibrations from my chest which I initially though was my heart, but now I am sort of convinced it might be my thymus, although I really have to revisit that one. The thymus is pretty high up in the chest.
I am going to experiment with the OTC valerian root next if the rebound continues to rebound.