Debbie Downer in da houuusssseeeee
by batshitcrazy?
He called me a doormat. I think a doormat is someone who has an avatar of a face in a mask. I think a doormat is someone who watches from a far.
I don't consider myself to be a doormat. I am allowed to ask to be treated anyway I damn please. You'd don't have to agree. But that don't mean I am going to stop asking.
Doormats are people who claim to be pyros and can't handle getting a burn.
Shall I go on?
You stick around in the hopes that the guy who treated you like shit and dumped you some time ago will magically give you attention. Being a doormat among other things means not having any self respect and letting others step on you without you fighting back. I've read enough posts from you begging for Gia's cock or a phonecall from him to know you're one of the biggest doormats around.
Not anymore.
Has it occurred to you that you are an insecure, afraid little boy who can't talk using their real name without hiding behind a million different "Puppets"? You likes to watch from the outside instead of getting to the inside. Who is so afraid of closeness that they can't call someone they have been obsessing about and may want to see?
Yes it did occur to me, but I'm actually doing something about it by doing introspection, developing my social skills, and learning to validate and love myself instead of making complaining threads on the Internet about how people won't give me what I want by my compensatory altruism or talking for months about the first guy that gives me some attention and appreciation and obsessing over him.
"Has it occurred to you that you are an insecure, afraid little boy who can't talk using their real name without hiding behind a million different "Puppets"?"
Unless you plan to post your social network profile pages here (or something of equal value), you aren't really much better.
"You likes to watch from the outside instead of getting to the inside."
Would you say you're "inside"?
"Who is so afraid of closeness that they can't call someone they have been obsessing about and may want to see?"
If this is about Syst still, you clearly have not read what he's typed, instead using the label he put on himself as a reason to jump to conclusions.