Wish there were cute gay feminine blonde guys here, instead there are all these unibrow arab looking trainwrecks who are gay not out of choice but out of necessity
The first time we met was on the bus. He came on and sat at the back, Not next to me, but at the other side on the same line of chairs. I didn't say anything but stared... And that said enough. I was trying to capture every facial feature to Jack off to when I got home.
I've seen him about 3 times. The second time he was walking with some friends (they were 8-9/10 girls) and I was going to the library. I quickly rushed out to see if I could catch the bus with him, but I failed.
The third time was yesterday. I sat quite close to him and stared and smiled. He stared back. I got off before him, which makes me think he lives close because the bus terminated around my area. He's obviously into guys. He looks effeminate, speaks like a homo, has an earring, etc.
I enjoyed his presence. When it came to get off the bus I felt empty inside.
I miss him. He usually gets the bus around 3:00-3:30PM... So I'll venture out more to bump into him more. I've bumped into him many times, and yesterday he seemed to act in a every noticeably strange way... Almost as if he was aware of me.
I knew the type of behaviour he was portraying, I could see him looking at me. I could see that he takes interest in me. I wouldn't have had the guts to sit next to him, but nevertheless I sat somewhere I could see him. Perhaps one day the bus will be full? And I'll be able to sit next to him with a tremble in my leg.
I have nothing to venture out for... Maybe I'll spend more time in the library? Or more time in Shul studying? Whatever it is, I must come into contact with him more... Maybe it won't go anywhere, maybe it will... I don't know. But I have to try.
I'll keep you updated.
Advice is welcome
"Since she's been wearing the yoga pants for me (I'm pretty sure) I think she'd get high with me. I heard that if you can get a chick high with you, she becomes comfortable."
Don't you kind of have to get them comfortable with you first? I'd imagine that sort of question out of the blue being followed by something like "What are you, a cop?". 
That's so weird, it sounds just like the situation I have with this girl from the library. We've run into each other there a lot but never really initiated conversation. We just exchange casual glances. I always want to talk to her, but I'm too nervous. I think she's shy too, because sometimes when we our eyes meet, she nervously breaks the glance. I would intiate conversation with her if I knew how, but I don't. Typically I hang around the 700-800 section and so does she, it seems to be on purpose that we both do.
Recently, she's been wearing yoga pants and sitting 2 tables right in front of me. I think she is trying to get me to talk to her. I try to read my book, but instead I end up staring at her ass and getting frothy at the mouth. We're usually both in that part of the library on weekdays between 3 and 6 PM. I heard that women like funny guys. I thought maybe to win her over with humor, I could walk up to her at 4:20 PM and say, "hey, it's 420," and wink at her while gesturing a joint hit. Since she's been wearing the yoga pants for me (I'm pretty sure) I think she'd get high with me. I heard that if you can get a chick high with you, she becomes comfortable.
It's sort of hard to handle though because I get the trembles like you do, but I don't want her to see that or she will think I'm beta. Luckily, one of my friends is a vet and he has access to horse tranquilizers. I think if I take a little bit of those, I can approach her and see if she'd like to smoke marijuana with me.
But one of my friends told me he got his friend started on marijuana and it was a "gateway drug" for her, so I figured I could use it as a gateway too. Plus there is like a 85% chance she smokes weed because she wears yoga pants, meaning she does yoga, and every girl I've known that does yoga has also been a stoner. But you bring up a great point about chicks loving food, I don't know how I could have overlooked that. You think maybe if I offered her a pot brownie we might hit it off?
Wait, I hope you were joking with this dumb getting high question. If the girl's not into smoking and getting high, out of habit or principle, then you really make an ass out of yourself and kill any chances with her right from the start. More women are into food than into fucking weed, try that for starters. No need to waste time thinking of smth grand to sweep her off the feet for the first approach, that's just chicken excuse to do nothing. If the girl likes you too, you only need a small effing excuse to talk and she'll grab it. Talking about drugs right off the bat is certainly not the way to go. Try to muster up some confidence, smile and make the right kind of eye contact with her and you don't have to worry yourself with home-rehearsed lines. Why over complicate shit when it can be so simple?