That's deep bro, do unload your burden here...
I agree with you yet I still believe in humanity
Feel ? For example? What is there to feel with respect to a a world in a constant state of chaos which is for the most part premeditated anyways?
Define what is that chaos? What about it is unexpected or any different than at any other point in history?
Chaos in a state of equilibrium being fed by the very organisms that both create unrest and rest.
Basically, same shit , different day...
It's getting to the point where I'm constantly overcome with Pain, stress, anger and overall anxiety. Where is the humanity? The unity, the intelligence? There is non.
Where is the empathy, the humility, the eagerness to seek knowledge, the love for one another? There is non.
The world is becoming increasingly inundated by philistines and nihilists, people who's entire life revolve around consumerism. The gratuitousness, charity, the things that constitute Humanity are disintegrating under the weights of capitalism.
Where is the solidarity? There is non, there is only prejudice and misplaced fears of one another, there is only hate, destruction, genocide, destitution and death. And nobody seems to care. People have been moulded into obedient slaves of this system, living happily on subsistence wages and entirely incognizant to their destitute state of ethics. They have lost all sense of reason.
We stand by watching neoliberalism (aka theft) take from us, we witnessed the genocide of Palestinians by a fascist state, we have lost our privacy, our rights and our humanity. We have nothing left to loose but our chains.
The masses are brainwashed. They are brainwashed. They are brainwashed by ideology and false consciousness, they have yet to come to realisation and the capitalist system will keep them in this mental bondage until severe torment comes upon them. We see governments fighting their people and war. This world is so heartless and cold.
I feel like I'm carrying a burden within my chest, a weight so heavy that it pushes me Into either severe depression of which nobody has experienced, or humbleness. Nobody in the entire history of life and the universe has experienced what I have experienced, the feelings I feel, the perspective and perceive and the thoughts I conceive. Imagine, if you can, an Arctic snow storm. One so cold that you would freeze to death within seconds and no insulation could prevent it. The adversity of such an environment makes it uninhabitable, nobody can ever visit their or see it. There is absolutely no way to ever see what is there, it's like a pure black dark room. That is where I reside day in and day out, that is where I live, I insulate myself with the endless layers of snow that crush me every second of the day. I understand how insignificant I am in the universe, how insignificant my knowledge is, how I came to be through the vastness of cosmos evolution and biological evolution.
There is no God! That is only a stupid concept thought of by the rulers to keep us in bondage, to keep is pinned against one another. I offer an alternative! But first, people must be ready and people must awaken.
We see the disappearance of the Amazon, the Wildlife is going extinct or they are locked up in cages and live in pain for our amusement. We commit genocide every single day just to feed our population. Humanity is virus. A filthy wretched scum of the earth, we deserve nothing but pain and torment as a retribution for our actions.
We can only change our way, there is no praying, if we truly wish to be forgiven we must show it. Actions speak louder than words, we must change our ways!
Ok...if you say so, for you it is so.
Perhaps it is a a luxury to choose what to care about ? Or not as the case may be, but is certainly less of an emotional train wreck.
Pointless to be hating on a machine that is pretty next to impossible to "change" and the idiocy only continues and ramps up over time and technology. Rather than fight the beast, turn it it to your own advantage or it will eventually crush the life out of you.
But...whatever..your call...