I am sorry if i was out of hand with my stream of consciousness little story last night. I am constantly made to feel as if I am the one who is in the minority because i care about people or love them.
Anyhow, Thrill Kill suggested I leave here because no one likes my posts. That seems a bit ridiculous, but she insisted.
I was just telling a weird story like all your sadistic fantasy stories. Sorry if i was overblown or too weird.
"I am constantly made to feel as if I am the one who is in the minority because i care about people or love them."
Would you prefer to feel like a part of the majority? You often distance yourself from the people here by generalizing people here without lumping yourself into the group. You often split yourself from people here, more often than others split you from the group anyway.
I still don't understand why you don't seek out people more like yourself, but then again I'm not you.
Last night,
I was having fun as I have the entire time I have been here. In the beginning, I thought this was a real support group. I read stuff and posted stuff and enjoyed talking to people. I really can't see the problem.
Gia and I knew each other. Now I am just trying to talk to him ,which never works. It has been suggested many times that I leave.
Oh well, I just get high before bed and act stupid.
I feel fringe. I have a mental and physical illness that makes me different from the average person. I have joined other sites and feel stifled in the way I can express myself. I like this site because it has freedom of expression. It is not like we are going to discuss these things on Facebook or Pscyhforums. You can not say the kinds of things you can say on here.
I originally thought this was a mental health group with serious conversations.
Now I am just trying to talk to people for fun. oh well.
Btw, I don't think i am perfect in any way. We all have feelings of aloneness or violence or apathy in some way. My feeling just happen to change based on where i am in my bipolar cycle.
Anyhow, Thrill Kill suggested I leave here because no one likes my posts. That seems a bit ridiculous, but she insisted.
I think you take things like that far too seriously.
No need to apologise nor to leave, it's all grand.
I am constantly made to feel as if I am the one who is in the minority
Sometimes you make perfectly good common sense, othertimes you go full one-track-minded predatory mode as if you have only penises and relationships on your mind. It's the latter what attracts all the ridicule.
Wonder if it's the bipolar?
by StayonhereI have joined other sites and feel stifled in the way I can express myself. I like this site because it has freedom of expression. It is not like we are going to discuss these things on Facebook or Pscyhforums. You can not say the kinds of things you can say on here.
So you like the freedom of expression as long as it concerns you expressing yourself, but not so much others' reflections to your expressions? In that case, starting a blog of your own with comments disabled could be a good idea.
"I have joined other sites and feel stifled in the way I can express myself."
What places, and what stifled you? Rules?
"I originally thought this was a mental health group with serious conversations."
How long ago was that?
"Now I am just trying to talk to people for fun. oh well."
Do you still have fun here? I'm not trying to instigate you going elsewhere, but if you aren't enjoying yourself then what is this place doing for you?
"My feeling just happen to change based on where i am in my bipolar cycle."
Do you realize where you are in those cycles in the moment, or in hindsight?