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Yes. I wanted to kill my entire family when I was a teenager because I thought my life would be better without them in it.

My homicidal urges are directed towards strangers mostly these days.

Of course I thought of killing my parents at sometimes, but it never outlasted the momentary anger of the current situation.

I saw my mother as incompetent and ultimately pitied her even at a young age. She never got any respect from me until I was older. I respected my father even though his appearances in my life were seldom.

I have a deep caring for my parents, simply because even though both of their perspectives were seriously flawed they did the best they could in guiding me away from life's pitfalls. It's the effort that counts in the end.

only when they made me angry, i also tried to at that very moment

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Only killing them before you were born would undo the damage they have done to the world. 

oh! I am very sorry for your loss !! 

hugs

All the time. 

The great thing about parents is that they're way older than you are. And odds are good that if you hate them, they might not be so healthy.

They'll die long before you will, whether you have anything to do with it or not.

Yeah, I have. Especially my extremely narcissistic father, but life will do that eventually. 

In my teen years I struggled with my family, until we finally started getting along. 

Due to a mix of them giving in to me and me showing superficial respect/subordination.

After that is was smooth sailing, I care for them and see them as an extension of myself.