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At what age did you become sexually active?

15 or 16 don't know the exact age

Did you enjoy it?

It was alright, probably better for her then me. First time was sort of a let down.

Where did it happen? 

My family's apartment in Beijing.

Were you scared?

No, but I did't want to preform badly 

Excited?

Semi

confused?

No

What are things that you've discovered about yourself that you like?

Well, I don't think the act of having sex has changed my sexual preferences in terms of fetishes, perhaps enhanced them.

Things that you've done now that you wouldn't have done before?

Impossible to say

And I think that's all i'm going to share

Well, you could think of things this way, that EVERYONE else is big and badass, and some people just cannot maintain the image of what other people so erroneously expect others to be. In fact, every woman in her thirties should know by now, that big old macho guy on his way up ladder has no fucking interest in hanging around.

Mwuahh. I love you Ophelia.

Seems that the more erotica/ porn that becomes available, the less sex people are are actually having. Some studies are pointing to that as well. Pretty sad. 

Sex is completely natural and to to see all the paraphernalia and what not be considered the height of sexual pleasure, makes a person wonder how humans ever figured out when the penis and vagina came into the picture. Must have been Discovery channel...

Find some one you want to get naked with and let the rest flow. Pretty simple. Get fancy later..

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So you are simultaneously sexually attracted and repulsed by men and women, and suspect that your revulsion is rooted in your inability to connect, emotionally? It sounds to me as though you have a very unrealistic and immature outlook on sex, possibly due to an overindulgence in shitty erotica, and bodice-ripper style romance novels. You fear the raw, visceral quality of sex... the sweat, the less than perfect choreography, the tousled hair... And so miss out on all the best parts, which you, in your immaturity, misconstrue as "gross". This is likely a manifestation of your insecurity. You probably have body and self-image issues, which are exacerbated by a high degree of narcissism. Amirite?

Yeah but don't look at the age, the nigga still can knock a debt collector or the electricity panel verifying guy the fuck out, he hasnt been paying for shit since 2007, he's a God

Haha, I have my own crop, thanks. And floggers are nicer than bullwhips. But none of those have anything on a knife expertly handled on delicate skin that is offered up willingly. Imo, at least. To each their own. :)

You didn't need to clarify that again. You made It clear in your original post. Somehow, I don't envision you as the love-making type. Believe me, I know how much of a minority people with my perspective are, especially amongst women. Over the past few weeks I've had to listen to countless people rant with particular vitriol against the kind of sex I enjoy regularly. It has become a focus of the media here, on account of a scandal involving BDSM, and someone who apparently didn't think consent was necessary, and the coincident debut of the "50 Shades of Grey" trailer. I heard all about how people like me are "sick, crazy, and deserving to be jailed". I just laugh when people say shit like that about what they clearly don't understand. I'm not on a crusade to normalize my lifestyle, nor am I seeking public acceptance for it. What happens behind closed doors is nobody's business but their own.

That last sentences: Wiser words have never been said. I wholeheartedly agree. And no I am really not the making love type though there have been some to inspire the feeling in me. Fuck em fuck the media fuck the public. Girl fuck however the hell you deem right and if you ever need any help call me and i'll come through with my bull crop. XD If BDSM is your thing own it, though i'm sure you do. People will always try to alter what they do not understand to make sense to them. It's just not how things work.

You are so dramatic you might as well have been a theatre major. lol I doubt any of that would happen you lil thotty, unless you ask for it that is.