by batshitcrazyWho gets lonely?I get a bit lonely on holidays to vacations.
Honestly, no, I almost never lonely. If anything I get bored, and then frustrated, then eventually angry.
I think there is something wrong with my temporal processing or something, because if I ever get really down, which is rare, and only lasts a little bit, memories of past times is sometimes all I need. The past is as good as the now. However, sometimes there aren't enough memories to keep me entertained.
Sorrow. That's probably a better word to use. Lonely, nah, that's almost a feeling of sorry for the self. Sorrow, that's sort of like missing people, or being frustrated about times being so boring. I'll get ancy and impatient. Not lonely, or if I have felt that, it's fairly rare, and a deliberate attempt to feel what is supposed to be "lonely".
I miss companionship. That is why I hover around here hoping to reconnect. Futile and embarrassing really. I mean how many times do I need to be rejected and ridiculed?
Apparently a lot. I can see why I seem like a masochistic fool. Because I am looking for acceptance and love, but I get insults and rejection.
I'm alone most of the time, besides school or work, I tend to do everything on my own, I do have friends but when I'm alone I never feel lonely, having a mood disorder helps, keeps my mind "emotionally occupied," however, I would like to enjoy doing things with a partner like you mentioned, it's more fun... oh well
