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so you were always poor?

by Helena

Yeah, you can't even afford to purchase your own medications, despite being on a concession card.

I can't? That's news to me.

I was under the impression I could afford them just fine.

Thanks for keeping me informed.

by Bundeswehr

I have 190/90 mmg blood pressure and when I smoke it goes sky high. First to second is just dizziness, third and fourth I lose my ability to move and fifth and onward I start to lose my sense of time and space, but it`s only for stronger cigarettes, I can smoke lights and mediums with no complications.

 That's a huge blood pressure. Don't you take medication or at least exercise? You're going to die soon.

by Helena

 

by Systematic

Ha. easy solution to that problem.

I would always make her rinse with Listerine, total mood killer. The worst was when I'd wake up in bed to her flicking the lighter, ugh.

 

 I've refused to even date men who smoke. Their stench repels me. Most don't actually get to the stage where they're about to ask me out before I've terminated the conversation. I've told smokers they smell like death, too. I hate the fuckers. I don't care if they want to slowly kill themselves - they should have the decency to do so in the privacy of their own homes, however, where I don't have to smell them or the byproducts of their miserable addictions.

 This post just told me your father was a smoker. :D

we couldn't be so lucky as to have her die spontaneously. and the small amount of energy that it would take to kill would not be worth the payoff   

I have slight problem with managing my anger. Adrenalin makes my heart beat faster. Mood regulators seamed to help, but they caused me to feel sleepy and empty all the time so I stopped to take them.

I care not for death. I better lie down in my grave after a year or so with my blood burning, mind filled with hatred, than live my miserable life until I`m too old to wipe my own ass, blood running dry, mind filled with memories of my own failure.

You have serious health issues if your BP is that high. Neglecting that doesn't make you cool, just an idiot. You can be a badass hate filled rebel with a normal / low BP too.

"I've told smokers they smell like death, too."

I always thought it smelled more like dirt or gravel, although I suppose that smell might resemble grave soil.

Wait,I just remembered she said her dad died of lung cancer... Maybe her dad really was a smoker and the entire "smells like death" impression is just another thing centered around her father figure.

Im not trying to act cool, nor am I an idiot. Im not taking some drug thats the same price as gold just to have a lover number on BP detector and which make unable to cut a slice of sausage without feeling bad about hurting it. Ive lived for 3 years since I got diagnosed with high BP just fine, small never ending headache, but that`s it. When and if I die from a heart stroke I give you permission to dance on my grave yelling:"I told you so''.

"which make unable to cut a slice of sausage without feeling bad about hurting it."

Wait what?