i had a dream that someone tied me to a tree in the forest and beat me. It was scary. Then he ripped of my clothes and fucked me.
When i drove him home, he told me to pull the car over and he fucked me in the back seat parked in front of a rail road track.
Another time he snuck in through the back door and cut my clothes off with a knife and "raped" me. I think he wants me to kill myself.
Should i have myself committed? Am I crazy?