Anybody else suffer from depression? As I said in a previous post, my past haunts me, I find it strenuous to reminisce. It's collapsed, if only the caliginous fog would block the sight of that which haunts instead of that which is buoyant and is helping me to grasp a fresh breath from this constant drowning. If not felo de se, then Slaying. I will slay everybody! I despise the feeling of vexation! To me, there was no halcyon times.
it's not fair, i should be the one living a hedonistic life with fame, I deserve it!