hey guys i came across this site when i was looking up sociopath on google. i think i might be a sociopath, i was wondering what you guys thought. i will tell you a little about my life so you can decide for yourself.
i guess it all started back in grade school, i would do anything just to be mean to people or do something wrong to them. in 1st and 2nd grade i used to convince people that santa and the easter bunny aren't real, i loved to see their sad faces and disappointment, it felt so good! i would tap my pencil in class to irritate everyone, or tap my shoes. one time in 5th grade i borrowed a pen from a girl, and i put the back end of it up my ass a little and gave it back to her. she didn't even notice, what a stupid bitch!
it was right about then i got into pot and started getting high all the time. my teachers thought i never got any sleep, but truth was i was blazed as fuck in class all the time. one time i went to my hiding spot at the edge of the playground to fire up a j and i brought this kid from my class with me that thought he was tough. i told him it was a cigarette. he got too high though, i could tell because back in class he looked super nervous and kept looking around all fast. then finally he just lost it, he made a dash for the classroom door yelling at the top of his lungs and slammed into two fucking desks because he was stoned off his ass, it was the funniest thing i ever seen up to that point in my life.
it was about 6th and 7th grade that i started really getting into trouble. i was stealing from stores all the time, i got caught a couple times too. i got grounded but i didn't care, i'd just jump out of my window and go hang out with my friends. i started to abuse my pets around that time too. we had a old dog and i just loved to beat it with a belt it felt so fucking ORGASMIC!!!! i just loved how it whimpered when you hit it and he was so confused because he thought he could trust me.
i loved pranking people too. i used to piss on the seats on my school bus whenever there was a substitute driver so no one would know who did it. one time in 10th grade i skipped school, and i crept up to the building with a ski mask on my face. i went up to one of my classes at the window and knocked on it to get the teachers attention. i fired up a joint right in front of him and the class it felt so euphoric! he scrambled out of the class to try and get me, but i ran track and his old flabby ass couldn't catch me even if i had autism.
well i'm 17 now and not much has changed. what do you guys think?
