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I watch my mouth carefully to not say anything disempathetic / amoral after one time when I was around 12 I blurted at a friend's friend's funeral "Well he might be dead now, but look on the good side, his girlfriend with that nice rack is single wink and arm bump" and had everyone's jaws drop and look with disgust at me. I act less judgemental (keeping off from "lol he's an idiot, that girl is worthless, that guy is a loser"). I try to be as attractive and charming but try to hide my selfishness with semi-acts of altruism.

It's evident the majority of people have some form of mental/personality disorder. How far have you come in repressing or controlling the negative aspects of your behavior/disorder? 

You claim to "watch your mouth" and avoid saying things that would betray your lack of empathy, in the same breath as bragging about what a callous prick you were when your buddy died? Color us all very impressed by your flagrant display of 12 year old badassery. You really put the "fun" back in funeral. :P

I wish there was some way I could portray how I was before, or how I even these days can become during the occasional episode that will sneak up on me. Those who've seen it have given me some pretty weird responses.

Without self control then I was a mess. These days it's less troublesome.

I just pump myself full of noradrenaline. That seems to work.

• no feelings of anger or hate
• almost complete acceptance for myself and the world
• healthier life style
• better social skills
• functional mindset

there's still a long list of things i want to improve in, but i think i am already functioning better than the average person.

by Systematic

It's evident the majority of people have some form of mental/personality disorder. How far have you come in repressing or controlling the negative aspects of your behavior/disorder? 

 

 Not far enough. 

You claim to "watch your mouth" and avoid saying things that would
betray your lack of empathy, in the same breath as bragging about what a
callous prick you were when your buddy died?

So it's that hard for you to realize that, keeping up a mask is unnecessary on a sociopath forum, and admitting a mistake like an unempathetic retort comes across as bragging to you?

Color us all very impressed by your flagrant display of 12 year old badassery

Huh, so making an unempathetic statement at a funeral is an act of bavery and coolness to you?

Hahahah, thanks for the laugh and ego boost buddy, you made it unnecessary for me to insult you with the mental capacity and comprehension skills you've just displayed, and made me feel better about my own social skills and intellect by just witnessing you. Not saying that I'm not grateful for your post, which I admit that I actually am, for whenever one of my friends feel insecure about their social prowess and intellects, I'll cheer them up and realize how lucky they are by pointing out that they could end up like you.

There's a reason why 'awesome' has me, and 'unintelligent' has 'u' ;) You can keep humping my leg like a needy little puppy though, maybe my excellence and genius will rub off on you, and you might get someone to notice your existence and appreciate you for once in your life.

I'd like to say I'm a fully rehabilitated stalker, the urges and the cravings are gone. I'm holding my breath however, my group of stalkers are easily tempted back into old behaviors. Usually by some random encounter by their person of interest or just giving into temptations. 

I'd say I've made a full recovery, but I'm not chancing it sneaking up on me again. I can't afford to overlook this, best to be humble.