Hello. I'm OutcastMephisto. That's my internet name of choice, currently. I originally chose it because I liked to think of myself as apart, and Mephistopheles from Faust is a personal role model, to some extent. I'm 17, and only became self-aware of my psychopathy within the past half of a year. I'm very interested in this community, and I am gladdened by the fact that at least one of these is existent. The social stigma surrounding psychopathy is often so staggeringly mindnumbing to me in my day to day, and "normal" people just bore me to death! I don't really know where to begin; I'm assuming that I can just hodgepodge shit onto the forum without context?
by MMPviolent thought general disdain of morality & what ever the fuck else goes hand in hand with humanity
have u ever thought maybe ur just a sadistic fuck mephisto ?
as opposed to not being special at all
whats with ur need to find an accepting community and / or justification ?
Who said anything about a need? My desires need no justification or rationalization. That's why they're desires. What matters is how I obtain them, and, seeing how I've found a community I think that I might enjoy, I feel pretty successful.
And pretty fantastic, Alan, how about yourself?
by Luna Preywelcome.
are you ambitious? if so, what goals do you have for yourself?
do you live to enjoy life, or do you live to achieve your goals?
My ambitions, well, in a few months I'll be biking around the states, going to go to the West Coast off of the few grand that I have from working for the last two years of HS. Going to be living to enjoy life then, but right now, I'm basically coasting until I have a bit more money/turn 18 and being independent would be a little less tedious.
After a while of that, I'll be going overseas and joining the French Foreign Legion because I hear that you get the shit kicked out of you, and military appeals to me. Then will be in Europe for a while after that's over. When I want to settle down, I'll pursue academics. Then, I'll go for nanotechnology and microbiology. This is all on the fence, though, because plans are just so limiting. Much more fun to be had without them.
