In the end you enjoy socializing and need a variety of avenues to interact with peers, make new friends, and pursue romantic relationships. You like to admire others and be admired by other. You like to be between people.... Probably
I still have moments where I just break off from everybody around me, I feel sufficated by people at times. I have grown more used to socializing because I'm surrounded by people at all times.
It's because we had a way of softening you up inside. You're welcome!
Honestly, its common to calm down and become nicer as you slowly get older. I don't see the point of wasting my time on things that used to get me when I was younger
Your first post was the first post I ever read back on SW. At first I assumed you must be a middle-aged man, you sounded so bitter about everything. Fun to see how much you've changed.