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Cancer related, which could include a complication with my current tumor issue 

Ill probably die from cancer. Actually in all reality Ill die from a shot to my head, because I won't suffer the pain, Ill just shoot myself. Im a smoker so there`s that.

by WW2

she said her family were communists.

therefor this is absolutely possible.

 Possible? Yes. But very unlikely. I can only call it from my first impression. But fuck who am I to judge.

Either uneventfully, in the hands of a crazy person, or when an S&M session goes a little too far.

Its actually harder to quit when youve started electronic, if you`re there for the nicotine. The nicotine dose you get from that is a lot higher, because the liquid itself is a concentrate plus you probably smoke for longer than a normal cigarette.

Cancer is still an option, because most liquids still have the same cancerogens as normal cigarettes, to simulate the taste and the feel of smoking.

I tried them and in all honesty I find them more addictive. There is no penalty for smoking too often. From cigarettes you get the sour troth and lung pressure, which makes me take a break for a bit, but an electronic I could smoke every 5 minutes and nothing. They even gave me the old buzz, which was a sign that I got a higher nicotine dose.

If you really want to quit, then find what made you start in the first place and replace it with something of a similar effect.

Probably pneumonia. I had several bouts with them and age is not going to help.

Ah, well. If I stop posting, we'll know why.

No, of course we won't. Sometimes I don't post here for months.

I have heard that the matriarch is now in Australia - she's flown half way around the world to be here - and I have to admit that that does scare me a bit. I've also heard that some of the family's enforcement have been sent to tiny communities in the outback, communities in which I have contacts and where my family will suspect that I've been hiding. I wouldn't actually do that - it'd be too easy to find me. I am certain that in some of these communities, the indigenous elders would shelter me, but in every one of those communities, there are loiterers on the fringes who've been kicked out of society for some crime. All anyone would have to do is find one and ask after the whereabouts of The White Girl. Which is apparently what some of my cousins have been doing.

No... that would be specific to you... technically what you are probably experiencing is inflammation. Some sort of irritation or allergy with the foods you are eating. Not entirely sure what is up with your situation...

so ur saying that when i smoke a lot i become allergic to all food

but when i considerably cut back the allergy goes away

interesting theory

dont forget ur nose getting clogged every time u eat

thats another penalty for smoking too often