I was trying to find an ex member of another forum, checked out sites like these (they are rare), but the person I was stalking is not here, I'm pretty sure of that.
In the meantime I got a little attached to the place.
I wanted to contact a sociopath, and those who desire to do so online & world wide are easily lead to sociopath world.
This forum and the old one I keep tabs on. The blog I never been to in several months aside from no interest in it. Though i have some fondness for her, the blog is for, Emmy fans.
I found the url carefully hand painted on a weevil that was in a box of cereal.
It was disappointing. I had really been looking forward to the small egg full of chokeable objects covered with lead based paint.
Chinese advertising gifts are just not the same any more.
Oh darn. All out of quips that might insure I get a laugh from the audience, so that I don't have to answer genuinely. I guess I'll just answer the question.
I came to this site when there was no forum. I'd been writing a blog of my own at the time, and thought I'd surf blogspot to fill up my "Blogs I'm Following", so it looked like I gave a fuck about reading other people's material. Sociopath World just happened to be in the random lineup, when I hit the "Next Blog" key.
I thought, no way! No way a real sociopath is writing a fucking blog about being a sociopath! I thought it had to be some kind of joke, or possibly some dark, angry metal head-who needed to feel powerful, was writing this lunacy. I skimmed through a few posts, and there were some that were intelligently written, some from the beginning of the blog seemed grossly petty and sad- like some stupid teenage girl was trying to turn her bullshit boyfriend drama into evidence of some great con. I tried to comment, and was attacked by a self righteous, know it all cunt, named Zoe- saw how stuffy and intellectually narcissistic the posters were, and thought; Meh- I'll just skim this place once in a while, but no way was I going to converse with a bunch of snobs who named themselves for Disney characters. That was back in 2010 I think? Maybe 2009.
I felt my instincts were correct. This blog was a joke. I figured it was started by a bunch of spoiled rich cunts, who confuse their extreme narcissism, for sociopathy. A couple of years later, I was deleting the accumulation of blogs I was not bothering to follow, and just before I deleted SW, the post of that day caught my attention. I decided to take a peek- and saw a bunch of people action going on in the comments section that was a stark contrast to its former days, and decided to join in the fun.
I think the forum was introduced a year later, or maybe 6 months, and at first it was just the cave that people who got kicked around in the comments section too much, crawled into. A support group for the sad little idiots who reached out to other sad idiots, to validate their delusions of power, and greatness.
But the blog format changed to something that pissed everyone off, eventually. A format that made the chaos we loved so much, harder to nurture. So we began to migrate to the forum, where we cleaned the place out. Every sad little poster who had made a comfy nest there, and had settled down for a couple of months- gone within the same amount of time.
I was going to write more, but I'm already bored with it. Thanks for the opportunity to indulge in some "old school" nostalgia. It always makes me smile to think of the history and stages this shit hole has gone through over the years.
I wanted to get more insight on psychopathy. Found ME's blog from Google. Spent some time in the comment sections because some of the posters and topics were unusual and funny. Then a certain poster called Monica became too much for me, she'd make many puppets and post a lot of tiresome shit about her life (married to a sociopath who sexually abused her son and she allowed that to happen, then her son put a bullet through her head; she was a religious nutter also into psychic energies...really fucked up in the head), and the other posters were always talking to and about her, usually kicking her around. She was like Mika in many ways. I became fed up and ended up on the old forum, which was a lot more fun. There used to be a strong core of smart and perceptive posters (also very brutal, unlike this new sentimental lot) who kinda won me over. Soon enough, I completely abandoned the blog and the comment section. Haven't visited it in months.
by anastaciaThis was the first non-Lovefraud type of forum I found and was seeking something specific related to a sociopath ex.
I hear you. It truly is hard to find accurate, reliable, understandable information on this condition. What you have are sociopath wannabes and love fraud victim whiners and sensationalist bullshit as the dominant search results.
Macaria was stalking Thrill over at PsychForum and posted a link. I got curious and headed on over. I got bored of psychforum and stayed here.
I actually don't remember.
It's not terribly likely that I found the blog first because I didn't use Google to find information on the subject matter with which I was concerned at the time (I was completing an Honours year with a major in Psychology). I'm pretty sure I found the old Forum first somehow and then discovered the blog, which I no longer read because it's complete garbage.