believe in god, accept god, ask god for forgiveness in the name of yashua
this site explains how jesus is a false name http://www.hiddenbible.com/jesuszeus/jesuszeus.html
it's also on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9f2n0xPZ3k howard storm on the stephen king page it's the same story he might of mentioned something he didn't in the goldenlightD channel so
look at those videos
then you will understand
(this video is a more spiritual than religious way of thinking of god)
you are made up of molecules and those molecules were made by god it is really THAT simple to understand http://www.iflscience.com/physics/scientists-work-out-how-make-matter-light
but it's what powers the molecules in your body which is your SOUL/spirit/energy what ever and you can find evidence to prove that as well scientists finding out there being energy leaving the body after death
i'm not asking you to read a quran or a bible infact those books have a lot of lies in them from devil worshipers editing them all i am saying is to enlighten your self and accept there is a god out there who made everything and the process of making things is called "evolution" but most religious people and intellectuals have lost the connection between the 2 there is things beyond the grasp of evolution that exist which you energy wise came from
by thinking of god and accepting a god exists will help you in the future when you die
angels monitor our interactions be as close to good as you are willing/able to be and believe god exists and god will save you in the future and forgive your mistakes