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I've never felt any real connection to either of my parents. My father died from suicide when I was still quite young, so I barely knew him and my mother feels more like an acquaintance to me than anything else.

There was a time where I hated my mother for the way she treated me while growing up and staying in abusive relationships as long as she did. I despised her being so weak. After awhile though, I stopped hating her, but I don't think I ever loved her either and I'm pretty sure she knows that.

You're just a bit of a cunt, mate.

It's not really love per-se, but an appreciation that I rationalize logically. What they've done for me, etc.

I hold no hatred towards them but, if they were to die I'd go on with life the same way I've been.

Totally estranged. Haven't seen my mother in almost 4 years and the last time I saw my father was a little over 2 years ago. 

by Helena

 

by wahoo

I hate my 'parents'...I was glad when my 'dad-fuck' suffered and died with lung cancer. Now if the the old lady would just die I would be rid of them forever. Some people should not be allowed to have children.

I hear that!

I wouldn't say that I absolutely hate my parents, but I'm certainly not disappointed that they're dead. When my father was dying of lung cancer he begged me to come and see him. I told him that I would if he gave me $5,000 - and he did.

We got drunk together and actually had a reasonably okay time.

 lol I wish my parents would pay me 5 grand to see them

I honestly don't know why he did. I figured he was just being his usual manipulative self, though manipulators aren't known for handing out thousands of dollars to their kids. He actually had a lot more than $5,000 - if I'd known, I'd have asked him for more.

by Helena

I honestly don't know why he did. I figured he was just being his usual manipulative self, though manipulators aren't known for handing out thousands of dollars to their kids. He actually had a lot more than $5,000 - if I'd known, I'd have asked him for more.

 Sounds like he just really wanted to talk to you. (beats me why - just kidding) 

My father is rotting in the ground now and my mother is hopefully almost there

by reflections

It's not really love per-se, but an appreciation that I rationalize logically. What they've done for me, etc.

I hold no hatred towards them but, if they were to die I'd go on with life the same way I've been.

 This is my view. I might choose to "mourne." But it would be minimal. If I showed nothing, I would appear very strange of course, because I have a decent, albeit effort-based, relationship with my parents, but not emotionally in any way.

My dad is an alcoholic and a bit of a selfish dick sometimes and a liar, other than that, yes I do

My mother is a wonderful person