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My Journey of Abstinence


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Day 1: Today is Saturday, April 5, and I woke up at 4:30 am to go take a leak. When I tried going back to sleep, I got an extremely hard erection. I really wanted to masturbate and blow the wazoo, but my willpower was stronger than my primal desires. I went back to sleep, and woke up at around 9:30 am. I felt like I was still tired, but I forced myself to get up and go take a thirty minute shower. I got the urge to masturbate again, but instead I focused more on scrubbing my naked body with my Old Spice soap bar.

    After cleaning my entire body, I dried myself off and put on a T-shirt and some boxers. Next, I went back to the bathroom to brush my teeth, apply deodorant and scrub my face with Oxy Clean. Then, I sat down in front of my desk and turned on my laptop. Suddenly I noticed that my urges were getting stronger, but I tried as hard as I could to think of Instrument playing with his own fecal matter. This was effective in deflating my erect penis, so I decided to find something that would occupy my time. I started to play around with ChemDraw for a few hours, but then I started to hear SC beckon for me. It was calling me over and over, so I decided to log in.

    As you can see, I have started detailing my journey of abstinence. Specifically, this is a 4-day journey that ends on Tuesday. That day will be a very special day for me, indeed. I have already planned this day, and I will be sharing this day with all of you! The problem is, some people do not understand the importance a photo has when doing something like this. If I want to thank the community for all the help they have given me, who would I thank? I can't sign everybody's photo! This won't be my only journey of abstinence, so don't worry if I can't thank you personally this time, because there's always a next time! In short, I ask the SC community to provide a photo of any female member that is willing to have her photo signed by me. Thank you!

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Fuck that. To deny yourself a good jerk. Is to deny yourself of life It self. This world and the people in it make me sick. There are only two things in this life that brings me pleasure. Death and sex. Never deny yourself the one thing in life that is a guaranteed good time. Do it for your country and beat that son of a bitch.

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You scrubbed your face with Oxy Clean?

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My Journey of Abstinence

Yeah buddy. I got acne, you see?

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Day 2: The urge to masturbate is almost unbearable, but my willpower is still strong. I woke up at 4:30am again, with a very strong erection, but I forced myself to go to sleep. Thankfully, I woke up at 9:30am, and I began to do my usual morning routine. When I was finished, I decided to go on my laptop and browse SC and Bluelight. I was really itching to watch a movie, even though just last night I paid to see Captain Faggot. I chose to watch The Shining, because I feel that movie is a good representation of my mental state at times. I am currently watching it, and I feel like it embodies who I am as an individual.

    This is the second day, and to be honest I don't feel that bad. I'm eating a lot of shit like yogurt, meat, rice, you name it! On another note, I would love to give a big shout out to two individuals who have really helped me out with curbing my addiction: Alena and retsiger! Thank you guys for all the amazing advice, I really appreciate it!

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Day 3: I am writing to tell you guys that I have almost failed, because my urges have become way too strong. I edged twice today, and almost blew my entire load all over the floor. Thankfully, I am a master of edging, so it was easy to resist the temptation to relieve the pressure in my balls. Today I decided to do some Medicinal Chemistry learning on the edX website. I usually finish the entire week's worth in a single day. Other than that, I didn't do much today.

    Tomorrow will be the big day, so I hope everyone is ready for it! I know I'll be ready

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