that conversation wasn't in march. it was decemberish or even before that
by EdvardIt's an improvement from your past denial that "I'm not a hat8er lmao!!!!"
Of course I'm not a hater. The last time i felt 'hate' was at 17, towards my physics teacher. I find it extremely stupid to surround oneself with unlikeable people, never understood why some people do that - they must be masochists. (Or employees, with very little control over whom they have contact with.)
Do you associate malice with hatred, or what?
You strike me as a textbook borderline Edvina, with all that single-track emotional reasoning and black-&-white thinking.
Were you bullied a lot? Your agenda reeks of those anti-bullying seminars they hold for kindergarten teachers. I happened to be looking at the chat a good few weeks back when you were complaining about people 'picking on' xena. You said they shouldn't pick on her, "because she's too easy". ( < very much verbatim to that extent.)
As you know jackshit about xena's extensive (6000+) posting history, the only cause of your whiteknightery can be that you identify with her situation a tad too close for comfort. (In short, you been taken for a ride with the pity card.)
Were you sexually molested or abused in the past?
No.
Are there mentally disordered people in your family?
Neither.
And you?
"I happened to be looking at the chat a good few weeks back when you were complaining about people 'picking on' xena. You said they shouldn't pick on her, "because she's too easy". ( < very much verbatim to that extent.)"
He said the same thing about TK, and I sort of get his point. Why pick easy targets once they become boring?
We already got that you've stalked xena's "6000+ posts", no need to repeat that over an over again.
I was able to watch you and xena interact without any previous bias, and while xena has many faults, you're the one who struck me as the crazier and full of crap of the two of you. I got bored and irritated by your neverending piss poor arguments with her, which felt like watching a retard beat up a dead dog. I decided to poke and prod you a bit, and you backtracked, deflected and blatantly lied during the process. You're also very slow if you still think I'm in this to defend xena. Not everything is about xena wussy, even if your fixation tells you otherwise. I hardly give a shit about her and her 6000+ useless posts and the pf gossip you know by heart.
This is about you. My impression of you is that you're just a sack of empty words, without any personality and charm. I was hoping to find something interesting about you, somehow, some spark of personality that's not the usual bitch mask behind which you like to hide... but there's nothing there, or you're too scared to let it out.
I had to have a few thorough psych evaluations because of what I do, and I've passed them all without any diagnoses. You however seem to have been close to a borderline or more, and suffered at their hands. If not family, was it bf?
by Edvardyou've stalked xena's "6000+ posts"
Reading is not stalking.
There are a good few members on PF whose posts i do stalk, as they are always interesting, intelligent and enjoyable. But when one follows a discourse, one encounters (reads) all sort of crap some people butt in with, and Xena had an uncanny ability to drag perfectly good discussions down into the mud. I'm far from the only one who found her a public nuisance.
In return, my own posts are heavily 'stalked' over there - people seem to like them, which often takes me by surprise. Feels good, nevertheless.
I was hoping to find something interesting about you
That's kind of you.
I wasn't hoping anything about you, how sad is that. Y'know I just read stuff, that's how one can gauge someone's intellect. Either you register on the radar or not. Can't see where 'hope' comes into it.
My impression of you is that you're just a sack of empty words, without any personality and charm. I was hoping to find something interesting about you, somehow, some spark of personality that's not the usual bitch mask behind which you like to hide... but there's nothing there, or you're too scared to let it out.
You're most welcome to that impression.
Y'see, it's not my job to impress people - it's their job to impress me. Some do, others not.
I don't even have an impression of you to speak of (other than the glaringly obvious, which i pointed out before) - you're not even a failure at impressing me, as i've written you off long ago as one of the nondescript also-ran nitwits clamouring for recognition.
That's why I keep replying to you, out of courtesy. Apparently getting my attention is important to you, only you know why - but i'm here to listen. Just please make it concise.
(Why is it that the slower a person is, the more words they need to use?? :/)
You however seem to have been ...
Yes, i do have fourteen green tentacles in your imagination. Still scratching my head about how did i make such a deep impression on you. Hope it won't affect your next psych eval in a bad way.
(There are several interesting, smart & enjoyable conversationalists on this site tho, it's not all bad.)
"I wasn't hoping anything about you, how sad is that. Y'know I just read stuff, that's how one can gauge someone's intellect. Either you register on the radar or not. Can't see where 'hope' comes into it."
Subtext isn't always immediately apparent. He already said he was going for "motivation".
Haha, I see - thanks. Too bad he doesn't know (yet) that I'm probably the most unmotivated person on the planet. :|
Not necessarily a good thing tho, sometimes I wish i was a tad more motivated - esp. when it comes to finances.
I think his frustration comes from a place of helplessness, as he cannot fit me into any of his social stereotypes. The horror, the horror!
SRSLY? Come and meet me in Toronto. Pick a coffee shop on any Sunday afternoon. Name the time.
Just make sure you hold up a sign that says you're looking for Xena when you walk in so I can find you. lolol
This coming from somebody who dealt with what you perceived as attempted rape by locking yourself in the bathroom.
Hint: Women don't usually spike other women's drinks to get laid, dumbass.