alright, so obviously, i have a problem. basically, this kid at my school has it in his head that im a psychopath (am i actually? probably not. but i do have a few of the characteristics.) and hes on a mission from god or some shit to make it known. people are believing it because in their eyes, im fucked up and fit their idiotic ideas of what a psychopath is. anyways, theyre distancing themselves from me, and people who still are my friends have been confirming most of my suspicions of that. and ive been told that everything down to my walk is emotionless (literally. i hear that at least twice a week) so the first question, i guess, would be how do i rebuild the bridges, blend in more and make the kid fuck off (intimidation isnt working and just strengthened his resolve)?
my first idea was to get a girlfriend and make it seem like im capable of love (which i dont think i am, in all honesty) but i didnt want to just use anyone because that could backfire, mainly because i dont have any idea how to behave in relationships and shit. so i talked about it with a friend who already knows my emotional shortcomings, and she agreed to "date" me. problem is, she decided that now was the perfect time to get back together with an annoying, obsessive ex whos pestered her since the minute they broke up. fuck that guy. so, the second question would be should i waste my time punishing either or both of them for fucking me over like that, and how should i go about doing so?
p.s. violence isnt an option. its what everyone else thinks the 'next step' is. and if you dont believe me, then just treat it like a theoretical thing. because, at the very least, its an interesting situation to pull your ass out of.