soon i'll be going
they said they would come for me before my 14th birthday
but i don't want to wait that long
the urges get stronger and stronger the more time passes by
so i pretty much have no choice
i remember they told me as soon as they see me they would mold me and roughen me up with the blood rituals
they said the first thing they would do is put the blood butterflies on my back
i hope they keep their word when i find them
i'm planning for it right now
