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I have been in your shoes, making those kinds of jokes used to be a hobby of mine! Find an outlet for your comedy, before it explodes and you aren't funny anymore. We have a lot of deep seated issues, the system will eat you for your funny personality you are right. The people on this forum are not sociopaths mostly, maybe one or two. Alot of people who got shit on in life though are on this forum. Embrace your shadow because the world never will! Good luck to you :)